I just have to write something else to get that depressing crap off my page. Things are better in general in my life...although I still enjoy a little pain with my pleasure. School is great so far, and so is gymnastics- we start full season practice next week and I can't wait!
My love life is a little uncertain now...we'll see how much longer the current relationship lasts- I just don't feel the zing with him anymore. But, we aren't quite right for eachother, either. Oh well. Life goes on, and that isn't the most important thing in my life anymore. I have lots of other things going on to keep me busy and happy.